i am realizing i refer to the image or concept of >man< or penis a lot in an overwhelmingly negative sense ... to divert the issue from me being sexist, i will attempt to clarify: in assigning symbols (like this, > <) i am showing my internalization of this concept, which should be looked at more as a personal animus, not as the physical beings of males. i like men very much, i would just like to see them show or at least analyze ((read: come to terms with)) their anima, and not be so blatantly carnivorous, although not in the act of sex, that would be boring; more like in everyday conversation, "play with me") so this means the penis or the man, the partriarch, the order within myself more than anything HA! it just keeps getting deeper, too ...
i play a girl in my videogame world
poor “men.” we are taught to be so dull, so unsubtle, so cloistered within our thickskin, away from the sensitivity that makes humans varied and soft and beautiful.
good thing i was raised an artist! we are allowed so much.
i bet you do
yeah, allowed so much but at what price? (read: 80s culture wars i am currently reading so much about) … i am bitter sometimes, i regress … but you are right, we are allowed(work for, die to live for) a freedom that is so magnetic, so attractive, others (i hate to say others, fuck segregation/separation) buy it up in gaping wound mouth fulls / speaking of which … you’re good at what you do …. unexpectedly …
Re: i bet you do
actually i haven’t quite heard much like it, it moves me … i could continue but … you know