and to you father: the only control devices that exist in the world are the ones you invite in with open arms … and always have for years, as i do as well, in trust … letting our actions be the prison we must escape from … ourselves …
to you mother: one day you will have to face up with everything you’ve hidden away in subconsious cages for decades, and it will kill you as much as it’s killing me …
to myself: i am all the faults i see in others and hate in myself …