nature in itself is aesthetic, functional, scientific, balanced, philosophical … all of these combined and related to myself

I am nature

So then

is my (specifically human) pursuit to create art an attempt, a secret, a subconscious desire to imitate nature or even overcome it? To copy the ultimate master of creation?
_something higher than myself, involving the individual and the community
_all these nature by its very nature, embodies wholely without doubt or error or excuse,
a self-realized entity
_I am just another piece to the puzzle trying to make myself whole

is art then the ultimate illusion/delusion/allusion? always a metaphor for something, it cannot exist without humanity behind it …. it is OUR nature