this internet space is so fascinating and so dangerous at once … i am turning the tubes off and facing south … this will be the last of me for awhile … those who wish to stay in touch can email me because this air is too thin … kayte i totally understand your post of months ago … i am going to write letters and photograph REAL things around me … that’s the only inverted perception i will allow myself now … this is an end to introspection … my website will be a bus station of sorts … but all this, i am wiping this slate clean … it has been needed for a long time now … i am turning this into a friends only place for history and then letting it delete itself when the account expires … because some things should be kept in dusty boxes and private corners … far away from this assuming realm of thought and skewed, single-point, flat-screen perception …and this is no longer who i am …